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23 November 2005 @ 10:59 pm
this is no longer my LJ.
 
 
19 November 2005 @ 02:31 pm
Well, life seems to be going in a good direction for the most part.

Tuesday I hung out with my best friend Lindsay. We always have fun, I went over to her house and then we drove over to the mall, we were going to get some candy from my work, but neither of us wanted candy, so we just walked around the mall, and left, and drove around listening to music loud and dancing in the car, then we decided we wanted ice cream, we pulled up and neither of us wanted ice cream, so we went to McDonalds and got McFlurrys and French fries, unhealthy? I think so but that’s okay! It was fun, after that we went back to her house, and spilled secrets, its always fun, we practiced her lines for a play, it was neat. Then I drove home.

Wednesday I headed over to Jessa’s house, I got there and Kellen called me and asked if I wanted to hang out. OF COURSE I did, I mean he’s been home and im the only one who hadn’t gotten a chance to see him, it felt like anyways. I met him at barns and noble and I walked up to him and hugged him. God it was so nice to see his face. I miss him already. We sat down at a table closer to Starbucks, and caught up on some things. We went outside and walked around. He lights his cigarette. I miss that smell. It always reminds me of two people: KELLEN, and Carl. It was so Kellen, I don’t know but it made me smile. He asked permission, and I told him he didn’t have to ask, and he’s like “im sorry I have manners”. It was cute. I took him to cold stone. He ordered banana ice cream with cookie dough. (EW!) And I got raspberry sorbet with chocolate chips. We sat in the store and ate then walked around a little bit more, went down and looked inside Jamba, and Kirsten came out and talked to us for a couple minutes, and then we sat in my car and listened to the new rocket summer cd. He convinced me to go to the LAN center with him, and if I signed up for a membership, I got two free hours and he got two free hours because im a girl. Haha. SO I DID…he changed my password so now I don’t know what it is but oh well I doubt ill go back, and if I do, it will be with him. Haha. Well we went, he checked his my space and played some halo. He’s a dork but he makes me smile, then I took him home. I didn’t want to leave, but I had to get home. Im so glad I went, im so glad he called.

Thursday…I took chelsie to dinner at la bou. It was nice catching up

Friday…well hm. Last night was fun. I wanted to go to the underground to see Jonathan (self against city) and mister Gabes band (the turn out) just cause I haven’t seen either in a while. Actually I saw Gabe not tooooo long ago, but I haven’t seen him play in a while. I didn’t want to go alone, I don’t know why, I go to shows alone all the time, but this time I just really didn’t, so I didn’t go. I called some people, but everyone was busy. Daddy called and was hungry, and wanted panda express so I went and got him dinner. I came back home and ate with him so he didn’t have to eat all by himself, and then I went to see JAKE at work. I brought him a diet Pepsi, I knew it would make him smile, im so glad he’s home. (He’s been in the “hospital” for the past week and a half) ANYWAYS… I saw him and handed him a soda, and he gave be the biggest hug. I was leaving and he was like “Court I love you” I turned around and told him I loved him too. He has been my friend since 6th grade, id do anything for his butt, and he means the world to me. There will always be something deeper there that nobody will understand but I don’t know, he’s amazing, and I don’t know what I would honestly, do without him.just simply amazes me no matter what. SO I called kT... Heh. kT came over and we sat in front of my house and talked for a little bit then went and picked up Jessa. We went to Starbucks, and got coffee then went and sat in the park. It was funny; we were all just laughing and making jokes, being dorks. It was fun. This girl comes up to the playground where we were, and she’s completely drunk, and she kept talking to us, it was entertaining, I wish we would have taken a picture of her, but we didn’t get to, oh well lol. She was really funny, talking about how drunk she was and how we would all be talking about her tomorrow, she’s like, id be laughing at myself if I could see myself right now, when she was leaving we were like “MONIQUE, COME BACK” she was already near the car, and she comes alllll the way back, running down the hill, drunk, and was like “ya?” we just told her goodbye haha, it was funny. When we were done, we went to target and walked around for a little bit then went and waiting for Jake outside of the mall (the mall closes at 9) and he didn’t get off till 10:15 cause he was doing floor sets, and stuff, so we were on the watch and wanted to surprise him. It worked. He was so happy. I like seeing him smile, we went over to Starbucks, it was like 10:30 and he got his coffee, we sat in our spot, and I took some pictures of him. He puts a smile on my face, it was fun having Katie and Jessa there too. Sometimes when I look at Jake, and he smiles it feels like nobody else is around AT ALL. Then we all drove him home, and I got out of my car to give him a hug (they were all in Katie’s car, and I followed all night) he came up and gave me a hug and I told him I loved him, he looked me straight in the eye, and said he loved me too.

Today I don’t have any big plans, I think today, is just a Courtney day, maybe ill find someone to hang out with? But prob not, I don’t have many friends. Have a good day everyone <3
 
 
12 October 2005 @ 07:13 am
SACRAMENTO COUNTY -
A 17-year-old Orangelvale man died early Tuesday in a five-vehicle crash on Highway 160 near the Antioch Bridge, officials said.
Scramento County coroner's officials identified the teen as Shane Michael Gray. Californias Highway Patrol spokesman Bernie Pico said Gray was heading south on Highway 160 at about 6 a.m when his 1996 Ford Ranger , traveling at 55 mph, veered into the center lane and collided with a car. Two trucks and a motorcycle then hit one or both of them.


RIP SHANE MICHAEL GRAY
I will forever miss you, and I will always love you, just as you loved me. Im sorry that I couldnt take your place yesterday morning, you were nothing but an amazing person who didnt deserve this, in anyway.

my best friend, since seventh grade....dead
 
 
04 September 2005 @ 11:20 pm
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